You know how sometimes nothing make sense , all this absurd questions poking you , no matter how hard you struggle to find the answers , its like waving your hand in deep water , you try to hold on to anything , but no gain ….
Your brain doesn’t accept things , it keeps on asking you …
You don’t get how someone can erase you from all their memories
How someone can just delete your existence
How someone can just walk past you like stranger
It doesn’t make sense to you how they pretend that everything is same like before
How someone can just lie to your face
Unexpectedly they lose all the feelings for you
How someone can change your mood instantly
& there you lie awake all night staring above , trying to figure out things on your own , finding reasons , convincing your heart to let it go , but does it listens to you . The validation of thoughts that occurs in your head ….You want to go to sleep , but still be able to feel things, like a waking sleep. You want to be relieved of responsibilities but still be aware that You’ve been relieved of them ….
You can worry all you like about how an event will turn out, what the weather will be like, whether your business is good enough; whether YOU are good enough.
It is what it is
Some might argue that you can change things; put in more effort, just a little more ,But looking at life in general; accepting your circumstances, your way of life and your achievements… Accept them for what they are…
Answers are the scarce commodity , you won’t get them instantly , maybe if you try to connect dots gradually it would come to you , give it time , time has power to feed you almost all the answers , thats why scientists say , if they just get a little bit more time , they would find the solution , same is with answers , yeah but ofcourse , sometimes its too late , but than again if you don’t have control over it , just leave that to time ….
It’s not giving up. It’s not dismissing experience. It’s not assuming you shouldn’t ask .The way I see it? You can only move on when you stop analyzing your life and comparing it to others’. Your life is what it is. No matter how you got to where you are now, it’s happened. It was what it was.
A conflicted heart feeds on doubt and confusion. It will make you question your path, your tactics, your motives. When you stare ahead and darkness is all you see only reason and determination can pull you back from the abyss.